We are what our Ego has created us to be. Ego is driven by emotions, so our emotions creates our core. Pure emotions will create a pure core. Ego gives the soul a separate identity on this earth plane to be a unique creator, which leaves choices for endless creation. So Ego has a positive side to be. Now behind the Ego core, is the source or what we understand by the term “All that is”. Inner search is all about the meeting of this core with the source, as we are a part of this source.
We create our own reality, what we want to create outside is what we are at our core. We change inside and the outer projection is changed accordingly. So when the core operates with the source, our creations are beautiful on the other hand if the core is acting without getting in touch with the source, our creations are ugly.
We create our own reality
Is this statement true from all sides? What if we are trying to create a beautiful garden with another person? Will not the freewill of the other person matter in our creation? Are there other things affecting our creativity that can stop or distort our creation? What is the main factor in creating our own reality the way we want it?
The answer is – Intention behind the creation.
It will matter if the intention is coming from the Ego core or the source. If creating this garden is drawing good vibrations on earth that supports the source, then we can just believe strongly in creating this reality and this will happen.
On the other hand, if the intention of creating this garden is coming from the Ego core, for example we are trying to create this garden to prove that we can create beautiful gardens, then this will not be supporting the source and hence it won’t be created. So in place of the original creation that we have desired, the “beautiful garden”, we will be unconsciously creating some ugliness.
Therefore, We create our own reality – Beautiful or Ugly will be decided by our intentions.
I am observing a frustration, impatience and fire in me, when I am trying to solve earth’s problem and grounding myself. It’s easy to sit and meditate for hours for healing, rather than this painful process. The process seems painful as “unnecessary” things are happening. When things are clearly stated and are in front of us, why can’t we take the leap? It pains really bad to be in pain – “without reason”.
I am required to rest, be calm and at the same time be in this “game”. Being in this game can only ground me, and grounding is a hard process for me. All my life I have been running away from this earthly games, thinking that they are useless to solve, why not go and sit calmly somewhere else. But only going through this “game” I will be able to dive into the finer aspects of earth’s reality.
My higher chakras are beautifully evolved, but they need to come down in my body and feed my lower chakras. This means, I need to face all situations on earth plane and solve them from my higher self, without getting impatient, frustrated and setting myself on fire. Now how do I do this?
Meditation – Grounding – Meditation – Grounding – Meditation
Not working? Ok …. So do …
More Meditation – Grounding – More Meditation – Grounding – More Meditation
Still not working?? Ok .. so ….
Moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Meditation – Grounding – Moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Meditation – Grounding – Moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Meditation
Hmmm, now this looks like a new approach. Let me try this.
For many lightworkers who are evolving at this crucial time on earth’s plane, the following statement seems to be relevant – “I know where is God’s abode, but I choose to roam around”. All kinds of tools, support and wisdom are with them to make the leap. It’s just the matter of time when they will make the leap. Many might stay back and sit with their wisdom. This wisdom is of no use without the leap. It’s just the fear grip which is holding back.
Now there is no further tool or wisdom or support to dissolve this fear grip. It’s a choice, its freewill.
When we stop doing something suddenly, that our heart is not supporting anymore, our body reacts. For example we stop smoking or we withdraw from a situation that is not supporting us anymore or give up certain habits etc. The body opposes, and forces us to get back to the same old routine. The body does not like changes, it always wants something old and familiar to hang on to, to feel comfortable and be at ease. But this is not as it should be. From ages we have been slaves to our body, the body drives us, rather than we driving it.
So like a noisy child, it will create all kinds of disharmony to fulfill its agreement. It will twist, turn, create irritation, anxiety, pain etc. The best way to go about it is just be a witness to what the body is doing at that time. Just let it do what it wants to, but be aware of it. Know where the dis-ease is coming from and acknowledge it. Don’t do anything about it, just watch! This might take few days, but a remarkable change will happen. The real issue can get completely eluded from the core making you free. Try it!!
To find our inner selves we require help, help of a Friend around. To find the unknown, we require some support to depend on who can show us the way. That’s why we are on this earth plane to experience and learn, Earth is the greatest school. After we have gained the knowledge we were looking for, at some point of time it is important to let go of the Friend and not depend on him. Because inner search is all about freedom. Many times it happens that we stick to that Friend and our inner search is obstructed. But the right Friend will always show the way to leave after the knowledge is transferred; he will not make us depend on him. The right Friend will always make us more independent and free, but not dependent.
We have to be really be very selfish in finding ourselves out, or how will we understand how we are actually connected with people and everything around? This selfish word might seem to be so ugly initially, but it will be turned to Bliss later on. The reason is, if we know ourselves, we will know everyone and everything around us the way they are. Only this is true knowing. So this selfishness comes from the Highest purpose.
This Friend will come to us in many forms, in forms of our pals, colleagues, spouse, parents and other people around. Everyone around us is our Master. They are teaching us always. Some will teach us great lessons, some might teach us small lessons. A friend that will teach us the most, we might fall in love with that person, it’s obvious! Here comes our relationships. In our inner search, it might happen that the connection that we thought is Love, later turned out to be Ego. It has to be understood that we learn from our experiences. So at one point of time the illusion of Love with Ego was important. Behind this illusion is the path to light.
Now its upto to us to decide how long will we hold on to the path and not move towards the light. Is the Path important for us or the Light, the choice is ours.
What is it to be a Male? What is it to be a Female? Do we really understand these tags we fall in or our biological body is enough to define them?
Male and Female are two energies we all are made up of, be it biological male or female. Balancing of these two energies inside us leads to inner beauty. Then our outer expression can choose what kind of dance it wants to get into in this worldly celebration – Male or Female or Both. Biological genders assigned to us have nothing to do with these expressions.
Female energy is all about the love, patience, understanding and the beauty in us. Male energy is the creative energy. It is the focus through which creation transpires.
The Male energy shapes the Female energy, it gives focus to the Female energy and protects it. Female energy needs the Male energy to manifest.
The Female energy is the beauty that guides the Male energy in its creation and manifestation. For example, let us assume that a Soul wants to create a beautiful garden. The creation part is the work of Male energy but only the Female energy can make it beautiful. The essence of the garden lies in the Female energy, where as the Garden is structured by the Male energy. So the absence of Female energy, will lead to the creation of a formless garden. And the absence of the Male energy will only have the thought/dream of a beautiful garden, but it will never be created on the physical plane. The Male energy grounds the female energy.
In our soul approach, Male and Female energies can be defined as follows:
Male energy: What we do?
Female energy: How we do?
For example, the strength in Iron is a Masculine energy, but for Iron to be useful it has to be bended to some shape. For the bending, it has to be soft, this is a feminine energy.
Emotions are our expressions. Without emotions, we are machines or robots. The real essence of human existence lies in his emotions.
Also emotions have different types and levels. For example the emotions of Alexander and Buddha has a difference.
Emotions are not in material form, they try to manifest through various physical expressions. Love, Anger, Depression, Laughter etc are all different forms of emotional expressions.
All kind of human expressions come from emotions. Beautiful emotions trigger passion that leads to beautiful inventions. Once a man had an emotion to fly, that became his passion and he discovered the first flying machine. Whatever we see around us that are man made came from emotions.
Many artists try to express their emotions through their painting, music, dance, songs, poetry etc. A scientist tries to express his emotions through his invention.
According to me, the deepest way of expressing human emotions is through sex. When emotions drive sex, the core of the person comes to the surface. For example if the core of the person has fear, then his sexual act will be a fear filled. On the other hand, if the core of a person is beautiful and filled with love, the essence of his beauty will be expressed in his sexual act. It is impossible to hide a person’s “real face” during a sexual act. Sex peels off all layers of human mask to make the core visible.